I had the sudden urge to write this morning. I haven't had an urge to write in months.
Even though the wheels of life have still been turning, it seems the wheels in my head have stopped.
Possibly due to the amount of diminished free time i seem to have these days. It is sad that its almost non exsistent. Well they say a mind kept busy is a mind less torn.
The last few months have been changing to say the least.
We moved apartments, and that was just the start of it. I had 3 days to pack up an entire house, move and unpack. All with a toddler, who's hands ( and i've said it before) are curious.
The move in the long run has been more than wonderful. I wake up to the best view every morning and now have the room to move around comfortably without feeling claustrophobic.
We've grown as a family in the last year so a bigger apartment has been in the works for quite some time now.
My J.O.B. Is going well. Still find it hard to believe that i found the only australian surf store in florida to work in. I work with great ppl, (hey were aussies, so what did you expect?) and enjoy making some much needed moolah.
Which brings me to my next paragraph. Tomorrow is a big day for me.
A life changing day for me.
I am having my breast augmentation consultation.
Judge me if you will, but you didn't breast feed a child for 8 months.
Its a decision that has been long in the making. And once a stubborn mind is set. Its set.
I'm not doing this for anyone but myself, for my own self worth.
My husband is supportive but not exactly keen on the idea. I'm sure he'll change his mind when he sees the finished product.
My operation day is June the 15th. allowing myself the time to save as much as i can before then. The more money saved, the less i have to take out.
Its a pricey surgery but definately worth it. I DO NOT want to take risks when having something like this done. You get what you pay for.
The thing is, i had a nice B cup, small B cup but they were nice all the same.
After giving myself to my son for the previous 8 months, i've lost breast tissue and am not at all impressed with how i am left. It is possible to not ever want to get into a bikini again. Thats how i feel, so i'm doing something about it.
I'm aiming for a High B low C. Something to fit my body shape. I am getting the saline, as they are safer and look more natural.
The last thing i want is to be top heavy, theres nothing worse than a little woman with huge fake tits. NO THANKYOU!
My mind has definately been elsewere, and i'm finding it hard to come up with the right words to express myself in this post, so i'll end it with i hope everyone had a happy new year, a safe and merry christmas, and may this year bring as many blessings as the last.
xx
Even though the wheels of life have still been turning, it seems the wheels in my head have stopped.
Possibly due to the amount of diminished free time i seem to have these days. It is sad that its almost non exsistent. Well they say a mind kept busy is a mind less torn.
The last few months have been changing to say the least.
We moved apartments, and that was just the start of it. I had 3 days to pack up an entire house, move and unpack. All with a toddler, who's hands ( and i've said it before) are curious.
The move in the long run has been more than wonderful. I wake up to the best view every morning and now have the room to move around comfortably without feeling claustrophobic.
We've grown as a family in the last year so a bigger apartment has been in the works for quite some time now.
My J.O.B. Is going well. Still find it hard to believe that i found the only australian surf store in florida to work in. I work with great ppl, (hey were aussies, so what did you expect?) and enjoy making some much needed moolah.
Which brings me to my next paragraph. Tomorrow is a big day for me.
A life changing day for me.
I am having my breast augmentation consultation.
Judge me if you will, but you didn't breast feed a child for 8 months.
Its a decision that has been long in the making. And once a stubborn mind is set. Its set.
I'm not doing this for anyone but myself, for my own self worth.
My husband is supportive but not exactly keen on the idea. I'm sure he'll change his mind when he sees the finished product.
My operation day is June the 15th. allowing myself the time to save as much as i can before then. The more money saved, the less i have to take out.
Its a pricey surgery but definately worth it. I DO NOT want to take risks when having something like this done. You get what you pay for.
The thing is, i had a nice B cup, small B cup but they were nice all the same.
After giving myself to my son for the previous 8 months, i've lost breast tissue and am not at all impressed with how i am left. It is possible to not ever want to get into a bikini again. Thats how i feel, so i'm doing something about it.
I'm aiming for a High B low C. Something to fit my body shape. I am getting the saline, as they are safer and look more natural.
The last thing i want is to be top heavy, theres nothing worse than a little woman with huge fake tits. NO THANKYOU!
My mind has definately been elsewere, and i'm finding it hard to come up with the right words to express myself in this post, so i'll end it with i hope everyone had a happy new year, a safe and merry christmas, and may this year bring as many blessings as the last.
xx
1 comment:
Wow! I can't say I'm not surprised because you think a lot like I do and I've always wanted to get my boobs done but I am waiting til I after I have children! I support you all the way, how exciting! I was with Sarah every step of the way for hers, from the consults to the surgery day, to recovery and then to post-op visits. It seemed a breeze and her breasts are fantastic! All I want you to consider is whether you'll have another bub or not and what will happen to your boobs after that... xoxoxo Love.
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